*¨*•♫♪ HAPPY♪♫•*¨•.¸¸.•**•♫♪ NEW♪♫•*¨•.¸¸.•*¨• ♪YEAR♪♫•*¨*•.♪♫•*¨*2010*¨*•♫♪ •*¨*•♫♪ HAPPY♪♫•*¨•.¸¸.•**•♫♪ NEW♪♫•*¨•.¸¸.•*¨• ♪YEAR♪♫•
Goodbye 2009, you were the worst thing that ever happened to me and I hate you and I won't ever forget it, even after death! You fucker!
Altho, I am finally living in my own beautiful home by the Sea (what I always wanted). I have new things this year that I have always wanted and have made new great forever kind of friends in my new city here, and experienced things I never had before, learned some great things and was taught a few a lessons! These are all good things...
But, It's timing is way off, or maybe it was meant to be this way? I never got to share this with My Dearest Grandma, Mother, Best Friend. It wasn't supossed to be like this.
It's all been bittersweet, when I find myself happy, I say "wait a minute", you can't be happy. You just lost the only thing that ever meant anything to you. So, It's happy filled with Sorrow.
It's so strange!... I can put down in words.
I did something today I was supossed to do 11 months ago & it feels pretty freakin' good!
In a way, to me it doesn't even seem like New Year's to me. Am I the only one that feels this way? It's weird, it went by way too fast!
Hopefully THIS YEAR & beyond people will start to care more about each other, this planet we live on, the animals we share it with instead... of celebrities...& go out & LIVE!!!!! Get all the things you wished & dreamed for done for yourself. Don't live thru others! love, care, share.
I HAPPEN TO GET A FEW SHOTS OF THE MOON WHILE I WAS DRIVING! DOESN'T DO IT JUSTICE!
I blast this song every New Year's,ever since the song came out!Cause it's the fucking truth! ♫
I'm so glad it's over with!
Saw my dear Kate Nash again back in Oct. She remembered me and laughed at her old haircut when I showed her old photos of us. The show was great and so was going backstage. Thanks Mk! 
