Why this egg, why this womb?

6/18/04 Friday 9pm

I knew the story
I remember it before I was born.
You didn't want me
so why let it be?
let me go somewhere else
with someone else
who waited years for me
cherished tears fall down
her hippi crows feet.
I will find you mama
next life time.
why was my egg inside you?
rather be underwater
caviar, eaten' alive quickly
than eaten' alive slowly like I have been.